I've been back at work for eight weeks now, and the children back at school and nursery for nearly as long. Despite my initial anxieties about returning to the 'real' world after months spent shielding at home, my 'reentry' has gone well and really by the end of my first shift it felt like I'd never been away. The children, likewise, settled back into routine as though the school had only been closed for the weekend and not nearly half a year.
Obviously there have been changes to adapt to, but nothing that has required too much adaptation. I work in retail, but working antisocial hours means that most of my shift is worked while the store is closed. Similarly, there are changes within the school to keep everyone safe, but the staff have done a good job of introducing the new practices whilst still maintaining a calm and happy atmosphere.
Wearing a mask hasn't been too big a deal, although I admit initially I found it quite uncomfortable. I was surprised by the confidence I quickly found in wearing mine. I worried it would make me feel more self conscious, but that is not the case at all, even in situations where I seem to be the only person wearing one.
I just feel so happy and grateful to be back into routine, and able to go out again after months of remaining at home. However, I do really appreciate the time I spent shielding as it gave me the time I needed to recover from the stress of Sewel's accident. I had the time to rest and let my own mental health heal, and I was able to return when I truly felt ready. While at first the situation didn't feel well timed, I realise now how well everything has worked out.
